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"But of course the real reason, Isabelle, is that I love her and that’s the beginning and end of everything. You’re still a Catholic but Zelda’s the only God I have left now."
I have been told I am loved.
That there was never a stopping.
I wasn't aware there was any to begin with
& now it is the beginning & end of everything.
I'm an idiot but I don't care.
...isn't that how all this always starts?
You're an idiot & it all flows out from there.
I had to share.
& have this:
"yo, that flower's kind of nice."
Well damn.
Obviously I haven't been around in, well, years now. When I made my last journal I hadn't even noticed that I got another DD. So thank you all for that, especially to LiliWrites. It looks like her account is deactivated now but I really appreciate her featuring me and liking that poem enough to think it was worthy of a DD. Thank you to everyone who faved it and started watching me from it, as well. I apologize that there have been no new poems since. I'm sure that's disappointing. Life has been life and I'm alive. I have no words left for poems, nor have I for years now. That in itself is very disappointing and kind of depressing but there's nothing I can do about it either way. I'm so thankful that everyone here was so supportive in the time I spent here and gave me so much love for my poetry. It means the world to me, truly. I made a lot of great friends here and I understand it was super rude to drop off the edge of the world in the middle of everything without a word. I was still
Back-ish? Maybe?
I have not existed here for a while.
That's mainly because I haven't written anything.
But I wrote some crap.
I honestly don't even know if I know how to write anymore
but I edited it a bit & decided it wasn't horrific
so I posted it.
Rip it apart if you wish.
Or, y'know, nicely critique.
I'll try not to cry too much.
I hope you all have been doing well
& are living wonderful lives
If anyone actually wants to know
what I've been doing
you can comment & I'll write another journal.
Without whining even!
I know the first two poems
are pretty damn whiny
but I am in a different place now.
Somehow.
Oh my.
Well, I got another DD.
Thank you guys so much for the support
& all the love & all your loveliness.
I'm very appreciative of every DD I've gotten
but this one is special to me because it's the first poem
I wrote about my new boy.
Who was very pleased with this news, by the way.
Christmas is coming & things are strange here.
Boy is in the hospital currently & things aren't looking great there
but I am trying to listen to my mother & "think positive"
even tho that's pretty much a 180 from my normal thought process.
I feel bad because I usually write so many more poems than this about my loves.
He hasn't gotten
stuff.
I lied, obviously.
I haven't been around.
Again.
If you want to see me
or interact with me
ask me for my Skype in a note
or go to my tumblr because
that's where I'm spending most of my time now.
It's paralyzingthekissinglovers.
If you add me let me know who you are
so that I can follow you back.
I'll try and get to messages.
But I am an asshole.
We all know this.
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