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Crawled into a rabbit hole
only three feet deep
to hide my perpetually
tearing Man Ray face—
my legs sticking out
like deformed tree roots
trying to suck up
fluoride-free water.
Thought I wasn’t a person,
not even some sentient
machine-god set on surviving
the worldwide web of fire
it created—
lost the documentation
of my soul somewhere
in the small hours
I slept into a new age,
the damp silence of
my underground airport.
Threw anger against the wall
& lost every wrestling match—
saying “mother” because
my uncle threw his humanity
out of the window
on some highway between
here & Arkansas years ago.
Climbed up the bank tower
& spoke with the crows
in Cherokee—
the language transcribed
on the license plates below
& in every vein of the leaves
turning brittle as I turned them
over in my hands.
Thought about what he
would look like
in his underwear—
made an impeccable proof
in the darkroom
behind my eyelids
that bathed itself
in too much acid
& disintegrated.
Listened to dead voices
calling me out from speakers
& my oldest-dead mother
scribbling the pain of
divorce poems on my
forearms with red crayon—
unable to sleep from
the pyramids race-building
across my closed eyes.
Spent eleven days
in self-imposed isolation—
crowding jesus out
of the picture frame
by outlasting him
& still re-forming.
only three feet deep
to hide my perpetually
tearing Man Ray face—
my legs sticking out
like deformed tree roots
trying to suck up
fluoride-free water.
Thought I wasn’t a person,
not even some sentient
machine-god set on surviving
the worldwide web of fire
it created—
lost the documentation
of my soul somewhere
in the small hours
I slept into a new age,
the damp silence of
my underground airport.
Threw anger against the wall
& lost every wrestling match—
saying “mother” because
my uncle threw his humanity
out of the window
on some highway between
here & Arkansas years ago.
Climbed up the bank tower
& spoke with the crows
in Cherokee—
the language transcribed
on the license plates below
& in every vein of the leaves
turning brittle as I turned them
over in my hands.
Thought about what he
would look like
in his underwear—
made an impeccable proof
in the darkroom
behind my eyelids
that bathed itself
in too much acid
& disintegrated.
Listened to dead voices
calling me out from speakers
& my oldest-dead mother
scribbling the pain of
divorce poems on my
forearms with red crayon—
unable to sleep from
the pyramids race-building
across my closed eyes.
Spent eleven days
in self-imposed isolation—
crowding jesus out
of the picture frame
by outlasting him
& still re-forming.
Literature
My Promises To You
I promise to always love you
Today and every day that follows
I am handing you my heart
May it go wherever yours goes
I promise to never leave you
I will stand forever by your side
There's nothing that can break us
When our hearts are intertwined
I promise that in our dying days
When nothing is as it was before
Not only will I still love you
I will love you even more
Literature
Fiction Within Reality
When I was little my father took me to a family reunion at my great uncle's house. Honestly, I don't recall him being all that great, but people still refer to him as such, so I must have missed something. There were many people there I didn't know, and probably haven't seen since. They didn't leave much of an impression, so I may have bumped into them later in life and not even realized it.
The thing I do remember was the house itself. Up until that point in my short life, I had never been in a house that large and elaborately decorated. It was very old and had accumulated a wide variety of artwork and antiques in it's history. Appare
Literature
Love?
I cannot imagine why Love,
my love,
my anger,
my guilt
at this moment,
consumes the remainder
of my pleasure.
It seems that
despite the silence,
my wounds
are not healing.
It doesn’t matter…
I weep in agony
and my heart
is nothing but a shackle
to bind my pulse;
my existence in this…
comfortable destruction.
Emotional walls do talk;
much like a silent smile
can break across a face,
and tears can betray.
Perfectly good emotions
fester in the soul,
and what were once traces
of complete and tender
caresses of passion while
resting in comforting arms…
are now scars;
numb,
deep,
and cold
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You literally (literally!) blow me away! Wow, thanks for this. I could suck on it for hours. Cherokee in tree veins. Man-o-man. The rhythm is fast and tantalizing.