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I can see you searching
through the poems
for yourself—

looking for those
threadbare stitches
of longing
that tie our wrist scars
together.

I am no good
at being Cinderella—

I loosen myself
in the arms of men
trying to find
our old afflictions
we shared like war stories
when we were both
each other's hero,

trying to find
a piece of similar
frightening flesh.

When you say
I should take a break
from romance
& I have love to give

I want to scream

"you are mine
because I saved you—
I am holy
& you are wholly

for me."

I can almost hear
the guiltless envy
tracing through
the half-cursive.

I am holding you
with tacks
like a butterfly—
our love should have
imploded us

& I am still waiting.
"O need, o city of gratitude rising around us, loveless metropolis
of skyscraper pride and trolleys of the lonesome. Our rickety architecture
claims its victims. Boxes of letters have been shredded but I won’t wipe
your handprints from the sliding glass door. Your blacksmith hands,
all cast iron confidence. No wedding or children but we did have our
secrets, our carelessly inflicted affections. O shared affliction. Undiluted
need. Fine, you said, Leave. But I know who you see when you close
your eyes at night.
All our lost potential, our sorry scars. In the post office
of star crossed lovers, you wink from the sheriff’s posters, fugitive.
Come home. Where is my twin ruin, my holy solace? Nothing kneels down
in my tiny life—this cathedral where your face stains the windows."

-Nightmare of Horse and Church, Eireann Corrigan.

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vespera's avatar
You two are terribly romantic. Making me jealous over here! Lol. Oh, to be dating a poet... it's been so long...