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i. all these places feel like home
home is place where
the blue snowed concrete
lights your room
& ices your air
with the comfort of
sleeping against the wall—
your back to
an evergreen mother.
ii. make my first steps as a child of 25
at twenty-five I'll be living
as an echo of youth—
seeing my body written
into new words
I never imagined—
leaving behind the times
I lived as a tornado of anger
& hid in closets
from the coming storm
of another depression.
ten times to die
all laid out in separate boxes.
iii. you're the only thing that I love
I love you like a scar—
a signal of danger
so beautiful
its inescapable.
a sign of past pain
like branch veins
bleeding black into the sky.
you are the place
my terror & life as a knock-off
meet brilliant understanding—
a flock of star-glitter
lightening my dawns.
iv. on my knees I think clearer
dear god—
please let this year
show the world as
a force of unstoppable beauty—
I've seen it now & then
in the savior sound of
the garbage truck,
in the cemetery,
stepping on the dead
with a panic attack,
& watching the clouds
move into perfect pictures
of ballerina grace.
v. a simple mistake starts the hardest time
mistakes pile like unfinished lives
in barges,
mass graves,
dry summer riverbeds.
there is no way
to hide them in closets
with the skeletal remains
of places you fear
& the old advice you've accumulated
over ten lifetimes.
I'm sorry doesn't cover
the cost of insecurity
you keep under a mask
or wrong answers to
yes or no questions.
it can be my fault—
I will shoulder your millstone
until it shrinks to a pebble.
I promise I'll do anything you ask.
home is place where
the blue snowed concrete
lights your room
& ices your air
with the comfort of
sleeping against the wall—
your back to
an evergreen mother.
ii. make my first steps as a child of 25
at twenty-five I'll be living
as an echo of youth—
seeing my body written
into new words
I never imagined—
leaving behind the times
I lived as a tornado of anger
& hid in closets
from the coming storm
of another depression.
ten times to die
all laid out in separate boxes.
iii. you're the only thing that I love
I love you like a scar—
a signal of danger
so beautiful
its inescapable.
a sign of past pain
like branch veins
bleeding black into the sky.
you are the place
my terror & life as a knock-off
meet brilliant understanding—
a flock of star-glitter
lightening my dawns.
iv. on my knees I think clearer
dear god—
please let this year
show the world as
a force of unstoppable beauty—
I've seen it now & then
in the savior sound of
the garbage truck,
in the cemetery,
stepping on the dead
with a panic attack,
& watching the clouds
move into perfect pictures
of ballerina grace.
v. a simple mistake starts the hardest time
mistakes pile like unfinished lives
in barges,
mass graves,
dry summer riverbeds.
there is no way
to hide them in closets
with the skeletal remains
of places you fear
& the old advice you've accumulated
over ten lifetimes.
I'm sorry doesn't cover
the cost of insecurity
you keep under a mask
or wrong answers to
yes or no questions.
it can be my fault—
I will shoulder your millstone
until it shrinks to a pebble.
I promise I'll do anything you ask.
Literature
New phase
I wish for someone to love me,
but then I think when they will look at me
with love and acceptance in their eyes
I'll cry,
I'll cry all day long...
But what if they are ok with it?
What if they are patient with me,
and wait, till the day I will stop crying.
Oh please be patient with me.
I cry now, because I need to grieve
I need to cry away the years I was alone
the years I passed with people without love
for me.
Oh be patient with me,
and you will see the day I'll stop crying
for I'll always smile
when I see the love and patience in your eyes.
Literature
Cadence
it was the softest idea that occurred to me,
while tracing the fresh memory of
your fingers on my skin,
calming me, like the sun going down on the wet, green earth;
this was the tenderness in your face as my tired tears
wet the cushions.
I was wholly encased in your warmth.
there I was slowly suspended, embryonic;
not still, but in a state of cadence,
returning to myself - harmonic
and returning.
you've seen me,
I arrive back to you every morning at the end of my long journeys,
the night still fresh in my cold hair
and the smell of quiet lingering between my fingers;
all the stars still clinging to my clothes and
I arrive at your body. th
Literature
Hurricane
I'm a hurricane,
A whirlwind of excitement and passion.
Yet once someone catches a glimpse of my center,
It's the start of the end.
I've left devastated dreams in my wake;
Hopes crumbled down to the foundations
& Lives irrevocably changed.
My name drips reverently from the lips those I've tormented.
The pain. The hopelessness. The loss.
I'm not proud of what I've done.
Drowning someone in love still causes asphyxiation.
I was enchanted by you from the moment we first spoke.
You burned my walls down to the ground in an explosion of brilliant light.
The flood of my emotions forced me downstream
& into your fiery embrace.
The pull, the stea
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I've always wanted to write a poem
to go along with the song
"Chocolate" by Snow Patrol.
so here it is.
last line is the last line in the song.
to go along with the song
"Chocolate" by Snow Patrol.
so here it is.
last line is the last line in the song.
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Now this is bizarre. I'm listening to that song right now. Along with Run. Psychics abound! I'm too fucked up for one girl.