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I fall asleep to words
internally said, internally sour.
I spend too long
in this position—
sparking up conversations
with my ghosts
by fucking rocks of
experience & imagination
together.
They’re still walking around—
existing in visibility
to the outer world
but in the same sad
mocking graves to me—
all of them with their
old memoria voices choking
my throat like rough
hands of air.
I’m bouncing kinetic
across the walls—
fogging up each mirror
with the losses—
nose close & unable to
make out a single face
in the fugue,
losing sight of my self
within those fossilized
paramedic nights
& too dimensional days.
They say resilience levels
are dependent on genetics—
the dependency I have
on the bell curve I dig
dirt to breathe
underneath
& its hurried flushed face
bargaining for my exhaustion.
To hold on, I grope around
my opposite sides
& invent speeches of
uncomfortableness—
would you like a flash
of my birthday scars
in your flask.
The remains of my
first true death
rolling in the ashtray.
The dead dog’s paw
in your dinner plate.
All the tiny tragedies of last year
swirling in my glass
you all jumped out of
thirty-six months
before the flood.
The winds are the only
things to calm me now—
breaking my neck from
the inside of my gaping
mouth
while I murmur to
you spirits
just how inverted you
left me—
my colors chameleon
into the scenery until
I’m a heat mirage
on the edge of the asphalt.
Just how you dissipated out of
my multiple presents.
internally said, internally sour.
I spend too long
in this position—
sparking up conversations
with my ghosts
by fucking rocks of
experience & imagination
together.
They’re still walking around—
existing in visibility
to the outer world
but in the same sad
mocking graves to me—
all of them with their
old memoria voices choking
my throat like rough
hands of air.
I’m bouncing kinetic
across the walls—
fogging up each mirror
with the losses—
nose close & unable to
make out a single face
in the fugue,
losing sight of my self
within those fossilized
paramedic nights
& too dimensional days.
They say resilience levels
are dependent on genetics—
the dependency I have
on the bell curve I dig
dirt to breathe
underneath
& its hurried flushed face
bargaining for my exhaustion.
To hold on, I grope around
my opposite sides
& invent speeches of
uncomfortableness—
would you like a flash
of my birthday scars
in your flask.
The remains of my
first true death
rolling in the ashtray.
The dead dog’s paw
in your dinner plate.
All the tiny tragedies of last year
swirling in my glass
you all jumped out of
thirty-six months
before the flood.
The winds are the only
things to calm me now—
breaking my neck from
the inside of my gaping
mouth
while I murmur to
you spirits
just how inverted you
left me—
my colors chameleon
into the scenery until
I’m a heat mirage
on the edge of the asphalt.
Just how you dissipated out of
my multiple presents.
Literature
My Promises To You
I promise to always love you
Today and every day that follows
I am handing you my heart
May it go wherever yours goes
I promise to never leave you
I will stand forever by your side
There's nothing that can break us
When our hearts are intertwined
I promise that in our dying days
When nothing is as it was before
Not only will I still love you
I will love you even more
Literature
To the you who was my everything.
You can call it cliche, or even naive. Back then...
we truly thought we'd spend out lives together.
I remember it more clearly than the the days since it ended.
The day we met.
I somehow knew I had to have you in my life, I made sure it would happen.
I needed you.
You may not have known it yourself, for all you had suffered, been through, the damage you'd been dealt.
You had a light within you
You may not have known...For you I seemed like a bright light in the darkness, but you didn't know then just how deep the abyss inside me was.
I needed that light
My world became about you, for better or for worse...
I would m
Literature
Everything I Can Never Say
I open my mouth to tell you;
close it.
Open. Close. Open. Close.
I'm faced with a challenging problem,
can't even begin to tell you--
And I know, baby, that I can tell you anything--
something that cannot be said
in three words?
I struggle with this everyday;
Telling you my heart is afloat,
in boats, on oceans, through turbulent storms
(Not really, but the feeling is indescribable).
You see,
I feel like I've known you for years;
being with you is like coming home.
The feeling of slipping my fingers into yours
Isn't anything new.
no- it's a rejoining of self;
My soul finding it's mate, in
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i actually don't hate this.
probably because i spent
a lot of time editing.
memoria memoria memoria memoria
& i swear that i don't have a gun
memories are ever so fun.
probably because i spent
a lot of time editing.
memoria memoria memoria memoria
& i swear that i don't have a gun
memories are ever so fun.
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