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That nameless regret
is pawing around
inside me again—
spreading apart the
spaces in my ribs,
peeling apart muscle
to make room
for itself,
leaving me an
autopsy mess.
My toes are cold
in the summer air—
an internal chill
abstraction of winter
that crops up
without reckoning—
today my self is
hard to swallow
& every time I try
something glitches
at the back
of my throat,
my left side of
inconvenience I can never
cough out completely.
There is no sad music
within reach
& I am too tightly corded
to retrieve some—
involving speech
particles in the
indecisive air temperature
I create
& the botched representations
of normal function
I cannot adapt today.
In my mind
I have no age—
no rings inside me
to show personal effects,
the large & small
striation years
mostly paved over
& smooth with forgetfulness.
I have found no
tree parts in my
simplistic explorations—
no basis for the
stiff bark I feel
tracing under the length
of my entire skin.
It is days like this—
the abject cold,
palpable misfires,
ton weighted movements—
that feel like night
has carried over again.
The night that binds
me up with harsh light
& disfiguring thoughts—
the complete perversion
circles twisting themselves
to spiral & eat
their own heads—
that I cannot escape.
The endless night
eclipsing reasoning
only I can calculate.
is pawing around
inside me again—
spreading apart the
spaces in my ribs,
peeling apart muscle
to make room
for itself,
leaving me an
autopsy mess.
My toes are cold
in the summer air—
an internal chill
abstraction of winter
that crops up
without reckoning—
today my self is
hard to swallow
& every time I try
something glitches
at the back
of my throat,
my left side of
inconvenience I can never
cough out completely.
There is no sad music
within reach
& I am too tightly corded
to retrieve some—
involving speech
particles in the
indecisive air temperature
I create
& the botched representations
of normal function
I cannot adapt today.
In my mind
I have no age—
no rings inside me
to show personal effects,
the large & small
striation years
mostly paved over
& smooth with forgetfulness.
I have found no
tree parts in my
simplistic explorations—
no basis for the
stiff bark I feel
tracing under the length
of my entire skin.
It is days like this—
the abject cold,
palpable misfires,
ton weighted movements—
that feel like night
has carried over again.
The night that binds
me up with harsh light
& disfiguring thoughts—
the complete perversion
circles twisting themselves
to spiral & eat
their own heads—
that I cannot escape.
The endless night
eclipsing reasoning
only I can calculate.
Literature
To the you who was my everything.
You can call it cliche, or even naive. Back then...
we truly thought we'd spend out lives together.
I remember it more clearly than the the days since it ended.
The day we met.
I somehow knew I had to have you in my life, I made sure it would happen.
I needed you.
You may not have known it yourself, for all you had suffered, been through, the damage you'd been dealt.
You had a light within you
You may not have known...For you I seemed like a bright light in the darkness, but you didn't know then just how deep the abyss inside me was.
I needed that light
My world became about you, for better or for worse...
I would m
Literature
You say you love me
You say you love to hear me ramble, yet you always cut me off.
You say you want a future with me, yet you see no future for yourself.
You say you love to make me smile, yet you always make me cry.
Literature
Everything I Can Never Say
I open my mouth to tell you;
close it.
Open. Close. Open. Close.
I'm faced with a challenging problem,
can't even begin to tell you--
And I know, baby, that I can tell you anything--
something that cannot be said
in three words?
I struggle with this everyday;
Telling you my heart is afloat,
in boats, on oceans, through turbulent storms
(Not really, but the feeling is indescribable).
You see,
I feel like I've known you for years;
being with you is like coming home.
The feeling of slipping my fingers into yours
Isn't anything new.
no- it's a rejoining of self;
My soul finding it's mate, in
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This is not junk.
The flow is wonderful and that imagery, oh.
The flow is wonderful and that imagery, oh.